What's been up Butters butt?
 

Before the flamers go on their rampage, this topic is meant to offer and explination/apology to all I've been pissing off lately.

Lately I've been going on an asshole rampage about alot of things and just basically been acting a jerk. It all sorta started about month and a half ago. One nite my dog all sudden just keeled over while on his walk. We thought it was a snake bite but after a 3 am emergency vet visit we learned that my dog of 12 yrs had a basic heart attack. His heart had grown very large and was causing fluid to enter his lungs and he could barely breath. The next day I called off work for two days cause I was really worried about my dog. After another heart attack my dog seemed to actually be getting better and almost recovering. When I made my return to work my boss made it pretty blatent that I was getting fired and he said he was cutting down my hours to 1 day a week. I was pretty pissed and started applying all over. During the middle of October I just quit before they could fire me. A week after that my clan for DoD who were more family than clanmates, broke up. I was pretty pissed off cause we were all such good freinds. A few days after that my dog started having troubles again and when we went to the vet they said he didn't have long to live, like a week. We had no choice but to put my dog of 12 yrs to sleep. IT was honest to god one of the saddest things that's ever happened to me. My dog was such a ham and never did anything wrong and was the only thing that comforted me when we first moved down to Florida. I stayed inside my room for a few days just thinking about shit. After that my mom started acting a bitch to me saying I was useless cause I didn't have a job and was threatning to kick me outta the house. All that topped with the fact that my best freinds and freinds I've known for a while are all moving or are to busy to hang with me due to college and shit. The internet has been my only output for rage lately and for that I'm sorry.

Like I posted at the top, I'm sorry to those I flamed or insulted. Don't take it to heart and most important remember that it's just the internet. Okay, now flame on.

who gives a fuck sleeping:

gotta love people, cold-hearted mother fuckers i tell you...

Butters, theres this thing called life. We all go through it. And you know what, that shit happens to everyone in one way or another. And really, I don't think your off too bad. My dog died as well last year. She was only 7. Thats pretty young for a dog, but you know what, you have to move on. Its a dog. There are more important things.

If you want a job where your respected, get an education, then look for a job that requires a college education. Pretty simple. they won't fire those people because it is harder to come by someone with an education. They'll have a tougher time getting rid of you right? Anyone can do a minimum wage job, so when you take time off, they don't see a problem in letting you go because they know they can hire some other guy exactly th same as you who will work those hours, right?

Who the fuck cares about a clan? Did you even know these guys? Like personally? I doubt it. and your upset about a group of people over the internet breaking up? Boo fucking hoo. Give me a break and Get a life. That is retarded.

Family problems I'm not going to get into because its none of my business. I am lucky enough to live in a good family. If your family has problems, thats too bad and i'm not going to judge you. But that is a reason why you should be pissed off, not because your clan broke up.

life sucks

GFF broke up
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That sucks, the very little times i went in there they always treated me nice

Yup, change is a part of life. Just how you deal with it is what affects you.

grow up

Pat, like Ninty says - Shit happens.

I've had plenty worse shit happen to me in the last two years, and although hard, I've managed to work through it.....Looks bad now I'm sure, but just thing "Who gives a fuck" take 3 deep breaths, say it again, and repeat it to yourself.
No matter how traumatic the event is, or how insensitive it might feel to say it to yourself.

yea I know alot worse of shit could happen and such, I just felt bad treating people like shit cause I was mad at shit they didn't do. Once again sorry.

listen to this man

Sorry to hear about your dog, man. That sucks.

Sorry to hear this, Butters. It takes a strong person to apologies and open up like you did.

Wish you luck man.

ok shit happens. Don't give half the brutes on this forum a reason to flame you. No matter what you do please don't take out your frustration on COD. It is a great game.

sorry to hear about your dog, why did your boss want to fire you? fuck work man, theres plenty of jobs out there. try hotjobs.com, thats where i found my job at Sony. my dad just dodged a heart failure bullet a few days ago and i barely got my dsl running after almost a month of not having any internet except at work. the last 12 months have been fuckin hell for me, with my girl of 4.5 years dumping me for another guy, dealing with my dads medical shit, and getting relocated by my employer 3 times in 4 years. one of the things i like to do is just take it all out on MOH, just find a server with a bunch of noobs and beat the shit out of them until they ban you for 'hacking.' just relax, play online, and give life the fuckin finger.