Exorcist mate dont feel gulty. Im 36 this year and have one son, and ive been playing games now for about 4 years and ive gotta say that its the best four years of fun ive had all my life. Also ive met some great lifelong online friends with the same interests as fps war/tactical games. I once asked a mate of mine would he be playing these games when hes eighty he said"shit yeah!" i laffed and said so will I
It alllows me to escape to a different world and forget about the worries for a while at the same time have some real fun.
its a hobby of mine that i really love