[Old Reliable]

Getting stoned only allows for creative thought in this situation. All you need to know is in a few billion years we'll all be dead and so will the solar system. Thus, life will cease to exist forever...ever....ever....ever....ever. The universe will not recreate itself and there fore you can never live again. If you continue to repeat the fact you won't ever live again, it's quite strange isnt it? You search for the time when the universe will become reborn and you will too, but it won't. So live this life as happy as possible