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Madmartagen · 08-13-2005, 09:48 AM

^yeah thats her, shes the one who sold the jacket i bought for her. I blew her off for a month or two but we reconciled and so here we are...

and Ranger, that girl and i split up last year cause she wanted to stay with sony and i wasnt. she moved down there and we kinda lost communication. it wasnt a total in love with relationship, we were mostly friends with benefits. we kept in contact for a little bit after she left, but not anymore, we've both moved on. that really didnt hurt cause we just went our seperate ways.

this situation is different. she is completely overreacting and is cutting me off because i disrupted her little life and the order she has her friends in. if someone disrupts her world, her only way to deal with it is to let them go. her loss i guess, but the thing that makes me so mad is that i know she is being irrational and she doesnt fully understand the situation. she is making an unimformed decision and i cant seem to get her to understand. she wont listen and she wont toy with any alternate idea she has. i cant believe we are ending like this, it is so retarded, but shes supposed to come over and pick up her stuff and thats supposed to be the last time we talk or see eachother. this is the most uncomfortable and weirdest appointment i have ever had to make...how does anyone get ready for this? i would much rather have her give me real reasons as to why she doesnt like me, but instead all i get are half truths and one sided speculation on her take on this situation. i want to do some last minute fixing, but i do have some amount of pride in me and i do not want to beg her to be my friend.

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Madmartagen is Offline Captain Posts: 5,558 Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Anaheim, CA	08-13-2005, 09:48 AM ^yeah thats her, shes the one who sold the jacket i bought for her. I blew her off for a month or two but we reconciled and so here we are... and Ranger, that girl and i split up last year cause she wanted to stay with sony and i wasnt. she moved down there and we kinda lost communication. it wasnt a total in love with relationship, we were mostly friends with benefits. we kept in contact for a little bit after she left, but not anymore, we've both moved on. that really didnt hurt cause we just went our seperate ways. this situation is different. she is completely overreacting and is cutting me off because i disrupted her little life and the order she has her friends in. if someone disrupts her world, her only way to deal with it is to let them go. her loss i guess, but the thing that makes me so mad is that i know she is being irrational and she doesnt fully understand the situation. she is making an unimformed decision and i cant seem to get her to understand. she wont listen and she wont toy with any alternate idea she has. i cant believe we are ending like this, it is so retarded, but shes supposed to come over and pick up her stuff and thats supposed to be the last time we talk or see eachother. this is the most uncomfortable and weirdest appointment i have ever had to make...how does anyone get ready for this? i would much rather have her give me real reasons as to why she doesnt like me, but instead all i get are half truths and one sided speculation on her take on this situation. i want to do some last minute fixing, but i do have some amount of pride in me and i do not want to beg her to be my friend.