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04-04-2007, 03:35 PM
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckity fuck.
OK.
I have lost my main slag, the one I keep going on about whos at uni & dating some rugby tit, ffs... I basically said to her over msn lets get jiggy with it & she said do you know I have a bf bla bla & I said I thought she wasn't that bothered about him. But it seems she is & that she is happy with that thing she calls a man. stupid: (he's prolly a nice guy im just jealous)
Anyhoo, It's not the getting shot down thing, tho I dunno if I did kus she had a bf. What's realy bothering me now is that I have no-one whom I want or hold in high esteem. This girl was a complete bish, she was cute, she knew it & she played it like a pro. There are no more girls in my life that I could consider to have a relationship with etc kus they are all so boring! cuss:
That bish just ripped a big ol hole in the fluffy girls shag list. Kus now there's no-one at the top annoy: What I mean to say is it's kind of psychological, there's usually some girl that guys daydream about now & then & she had been my one for the last few months. Now I gotta find another gadamit!
I also don't really know if I should stay in contact with her or block her out of my life completely. I sort of think hey maybe in the future? But I can't really handle seeing girls I want but can't have, it makes me depressed.
Anyone want to take her place fo buttsehx?
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