[mr.miyagi]

[NP] Bruce Springsteen - Streets Of Philadelphia

im jus venting some silly stuff to you, thats important to me. don't read it if u have a heart of stone or like spanking men in all the right ways.

\quite positive changes...but with a slightly sour taste.\
after what she's described as a hectic, stressful and tiring last week mel and I have recently got to talk alot about really important things in the past few days. Like how and where the real relationship is going and when im coming to dallas. im getting her through some difficult times right now and she very appreciative of me, her kid has just started school and is now staying permanently with her.
one thing that kinda winded me tho, another guy. we tell each other absoloutley everything and shes mentioned before that theres guys who really like her, this however tears me up. this guy she mentioned tonight could be her possible soulmate she reckoned. its him or me she said. shes been going crazy thinking of what to do, wait for me to get there or get with this guy. it makes me sick to my stomach knowing i could lose her body for a while to this guy. shes in a bit of a state too. she wants to fall in love with both of us but he's in dallas already...im not. she wants me to come over a.s.a.p and do everything possible with her. chill, go out to places, share music, meet her friends, bars n clubs etc, share her bed as much as possible, meet her child, everything imaginable.
guys, in the long run i wanna marry this gal but its all in her hands right now. im messed up at the minute, really messed up. but she loves me so much and likes everything about me. i worship the ground she walks on.
anyway as usual im talking to her everyday for long periods so things always progress, pretty much always in a positive way. i hope she holds out for me, she knows she can but temptations a bitch.
miyagi out.