Suicide....why do some do it ?? -
12-26-2005, 06:29 PM
Ok, may not be the best place to ask this but i'm perplexed as fuck.
A good buddy of mine who used to actually live in my house as a kid committed suicide on x-mas eve. The most fucked up thing about it is.....
He never threatened suicide,
had a loving family (wife & 3 daughters)
a decent job (his wife has a great job)
awsome house
always a fun loving guy who adored his kids
While i haven't seen him in a few years, my bro remained close to him. They went out a bunch of times fishing this past year and we (all 3 of us) had made plans to go to my pops place in Florida and spend a week fishing. I spoke with him over the phone just last week and he was estatic to hear from me and was all hyped up to go fishing with my brother and pops. We used to break each others balls over who was a better fisherman and used to tease the guy who caught the least amount of shit. My family kinda adopted him when he was around 12 because his family was so fucked up. My mom and brother are besides themselves over this and my brother went to his house today to spend time with his wife. Problem was, there were no warning signs. Everything in his life was going rather smooth and he was in the middle of painting some room in his house (my bro saw the trim taped up) His gifts are still in the corner with "To daddy" on them and i spoke to another friend today who is also as perplexed as to why. He told me that the guy recently went partners on a piece of hunting land this past week. Why would someone who seems to have all his shit in order just end it all on the worse day possible??
I'm not getting into any further details as to how he did it but i'm sitting here scratching my head and searching for answers. This is bugging my out. Now i have to see him in a box on Wed.......and for what ??
The world is my urinal
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