[Jotun]

Ok, so I need some "help"....or maybe just justification of my feelings, whatever.

So basically my friend IMed me the other night telling me that my band has basically started a new band, which is my band minus me.....so he really is telling me that they are kicking me out and they are changing the name of the band....these guys are my best friends and i hang out with them every day...the reasons they gave me was that im always down here in VA, which is a good reason, and also that we didnt click musically, which is bullshit because im better than the other guitarist anyway. we started the band to have fun, not to be a real serious band.

so right now i feel a bit bummed. i mean, my band wasnt going anywhere, its been dead for a while, but it still sucks knowing they are moving on without me...and the fact that they werent going to tell me, but my friend ben was guilted into telling me...i know when i go home, im going to see them constantly, and i might be there while they practice. i just feel a bit betrayed, cuz this shit always happens to me and never to one of them. i understand the whole distance thing, thats fine, but i cant help but feel a bit upset about the whole thing.

maybe im taking it to personally? maybe i have a right to be upset? i dunno, i wanted to hear some of your thoughts, hear things from another perspective. im really not in the mood to hear obnoxious spam...