[Madmartagen]

Fuck yeah, I go crazy when I'm at home. I gave up a good job opportunity in San Diego because I have to stay and help my parents. They are old and too feeble to do anything except annoy the fuck out of me. My mom stays home and cares for my dad because hes had like 3 heart attacks, 1 stroke, and several bypass operations. My dumb brother has a kid with his gf and my folks babysit him all day long and he always gets in my room and grabs my stuff. Also, we dont have a good A/C and its around 85-90 degrees outside and we have very poor ventilation in our house. The hot air cant get out, it just floats in the house. The only escape I have is to go to my gfs house, but we both know we arent going to last much longer. Seriously, get a hobby, or work extra hours. Thats what im doing now, im working more hours so i have enough money for when my job relocates south. Sometimes i just want to grab all my shit and just leave em behind, but i cant do that. Just stay in school and keep busy, go online and play games. Or yeah, you could just kill yourself.