[elstatec]

i got over the fact she went already, but this just is that all over again, so will need to keep my mind off her, goto gym and maybe get a job spank: etc

whatever happens when she gets back happens, i worded it wrong earlier when i said "she hints towards us getting back together" its more like we had such a long relationship and are friends first of all that its hard to ignore anything between us when she will come back, and im not falling out of contact with her because she phones me weekly and wants to still, so im caught in a loop.

going to bodrum in turkey at the start of july so i will get myself some there biggrin:

cheers for the comments anyway.