[imported_Fluffy_Bunny]

Aye I missed it all too, but what I missed most was the sense of order. When I became a student there wasn't anyone telling me to do my homework. I didn't have to do it & I didn't have to go to classes. It was all up to me. One of the reasons I want to join the military is to get that 'sense of order' back. It's nice to have some sense of direction & control in life, school provided that. But when I became a student it all just crumbled away, I wasn't part of anything anymore & I lost the sense of belonging to something big.