[Madmartagen]

I went to Canada with my best friend of nearly 6 years. She has been there for me for almost everything and now we are breaking up. We have been friends under the condition of us always being friends and nothing more. I had a crush on her in HS and she is still very sweet. We had a great time in Canada and the night we got back we chatted for a while and left eachother with a big hug. The next night I made the mistake of telling her on aim that i was in love with her. She is totally freaking out and now she doesnt want to be friends anymore because she cant handle it. The thing is, i meant it at the time, but I want us to remain friends. i told her that because i wanted to get it out of my system and move on. She is avoiding all my calls and my texts. She said that she is coming over tomorrow to pick up some of her stuff and thats it, we're finished. This is a real shock to me, just 24 hours ago, we were best buds. I dont know what to do, any suggestions? please, only serious ones. On the last day of our trip, we got into an argument because she kept us off of our schedule and i made us leave san francisco so that we could go home. i had work the next day and so i didnt want to have 2 hours of sleep before i get up. i know this made an impact on her decision making process to end our friendship, but i think it is a dumb thing to end a 6 yrear friendship over. I have a bad feeling that nothing is going to help. She is intent on breaking us up and if i try to talk to her about it, shes just gonna yell at me and drive away. what should i do? im fucked.