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Originally Posted by Milla

I just put my little baby girl to sleep in May, sadest thing ive ever had to do in my whole life, I was there when they put her to sleep, i was holding her little paw to comfort her. I couldnt bare to do it again, i didnt want to be there but i knew she would be calmer if i was. They injected her, her eyes were still open, i thought that the injection wasnt working, so i wasnt really bawling my eyes out yet, until the doctor put the littke stetehscope to her heart and he was like "shes gone" i lost it, i couldnt stop crying for about 2 hours, the car ride back to my house from the vet with her in my lap was by far the sadest thing. The song "Tuesdays gone" by Lynard Skynard was on the radio when we were taking her to the vet, by chance the day she was put t sleep was on a tuesday. So everytime i hear that song i get a little misty. It was a pancreatic cancer that was killing her, one day she was fine, they next day she couldnt eat or drink.

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I dont know what it is with dogs and cancer, youd think they could die of natural causes more often to give them a painless death but cancer in dogs seems really common.